Gwyn,

Just breathe for right now. Talk to your friends and let them take you out to eat, and take naps. This is a trauma you need to let yourself recover from before you force yourself to make decisions. I know the financial pressure is looming over you, but take a few days and don't obsess over what the hell you're going to do.

And New Guy will get his sooner or later.

Sending you a virtual cup of hot chocolate with whipped cream ...

Sin