Oh, I'm not going to give up, I promise. It's just discouraging and makes it a lot harder to go, to keep up with walking when I don't, etc. I never weight myself, it's just about fitting into things, being able to make use of my wardrobe and not feeling uncomfortable. Being in decent shape is a good thing, but I confess it's not my reward, I'm really just wishing I could fit into things better. Being in shape would be more of an extra bennie. I just feel more and more like it's neve going to happen.