Oh, Gwyn. I am so, so sorry. For her, though I didn't know her; and mostly for you, because it saddens me to see you suffering through this again.

I believe that wherever she is, she is no longer suffering. My prayers now are for you -- that you find a way through your grieving, that you come to a place of rest, that you find comfort somehow. If I were anywhere nearer, I would offer to hop in a car and keep you company.

Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I will say kaddish for your sister tomorrow.