Hi _ sorry to butt in unannounced - I've found you via friends friends, so I hope you don't think I'm being rude. - I had to comment though.. I'm not actually sure what I want to say - i don't want to 'tell' you something, or presume to advise. I just wanted to agree with the other people that no one could expect you to be 'over' the loss of anyone in a mere 6 months. That I don't know how I'd define 'over' and don't really think we should be expected to be over something that shatters who we are and changes things forever.
I lost someone 7 years ago, and I still note the days new treatments started or that we had a good day in the hospital eating jelly or, well you know. It doesn't always make me sad, but I always remember.
Noone can tell you what 'Healing' will be for you, and no one should tell you how to behave/react.
I hope this hasn't annoyed or upset you, I just needed to add a voice of support.
Lola x