I've spent so much of my life having people tell me directly and indirectly that I am worthless and a rotten person and etc....

Lady, you've obviously been hanging out with the wrong people for far too long. I haven't talked with you very much directly but I have with mlyn and she doesn't hang out with worthless rotten people. I've seen directly the you're incredibly talented: your writing and your vids and - hell! I could eat off of your kitchen floor, the whole room you designed is so beautiful!

And I see that kadymae also thinks a great deal of you. You just need more hugs in your life, but then hell, who doesn't?

*smishes you hard*