Oh I know, it's just…between the creation-date shit where AO3's draft creation date is how it's sorted and it got dumped into the collection with the week-old listings, and then no RSS feed, it's disappeared. I think I told you at VVC I was expecting it to be unfavorably compared to another fic, and then the ending I wrote I was pretty sure people would hate, so…no surprises for me. I am just really heartsick because I put the artist as a co-creator so she could see kudos and comments, and instead all she's seen is two comments after over 1,000 hits, and I think that's got to be disappointing to her. She was kinda excited about seeing all the kudos and comments. Especially with the Sucky Library mods reneging on their promise to feature the fics on the "front page"--I don't see that changing in the future.