::hugs you:: Nothing wrong with a bit of wallowing. Been through my own episodes of that, and I usually emerged the betetr for it. Enjoy the little holiday and look around for something else that you'll actually like, where there's not a horrible NewGuy and a nasty cubicle and whatever else. You're a great writer, undoubtedly a great editor, and reputations spread well through word of mouth. I'm crossing everything that it'll work out for you, but I'm sure that's unnecessary cause you rock ::hugs yo again::

Oh, and trip to US booked. I get to meet you in August! Wheeee!