somniloquence

Thank you for this. I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through -- I knew from comments in your LJ that you were having some life issues, but I didn't know what they were, and to what extent. That your father is robbed of his own faculties is just so heinous. I know my sister was pretty much gone mentally at the end, but there was still a bit of her left, and I can't imagine what it would have been like to see her personality so destroyed (or my mom's for that matter). It's something no one should have to deal with.

Some days I wonder what to hope for for myself. I put on the brave face and I try to keep going, but I don't always know what for. Maybe just so I can connect to people, I don't know. You have my deepest sympathies, and of course virtual {{hugs}}.