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I guess there's a reason I don't have a new job yet -- I'm too busy doing fannish crap. ;-) Today I have a bounty of stuff.

First off is a new story, the insane-slayer-from-Damage one. I just know that the timing and placement will likely get Jossed severely, but I didn't feel like waiting till the end of Angel this season to write it. It's set around that time, but I decided that in my story 'verse, I would postpone any large-scale apocalypses that I can imagine Joss has in store for us till later in the summer. I'm just giving that way. Mercy Street is here . Many, many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sweet_ali and [livejournal.com profile] juliaabra for their speedy and comprehensive edits.

I've also added two stories that previously only appeared here and on allaboutspike.com to the web site, so if you missed those last time, they're clustered right near the new fic.

Then, I finally bit the bullet and got a web space for hosting some of my vids. The site is password protected, so you'll need to drop me an e-mail (a link is on the page) for it, but once you have it, I don't plan to change it unless someone does something untoward. (One of the reasons I had a hard time deciding on doing this, besides the obvious financial thing, is the habit people have of stealing edits. The nice thing about not being online and being a nobody in vidding these days is that people were less likely to do this, and I confess it's something that really makes me nervous.)

Right now there are two vids up there (I thought Cannonball would be lonely without company), and I hope to add the third one currently linked later tonight -- unfortunately, I went to my dad's to take advantage of his high-speed access last night and after 45 min with tech support, and then another hour or so disabling every security setting and firewall and anti-virus program, I still couldn't get into the file manager admin section, so I ended up having to come home and upload these files on a crappy dialup connection that drops at random intervals and is slower than molasses. It's sooo frustrating. So that's why there are only the two vids right now.

The new vid is to Cannonball by Damien Rice, and it's a little look at what makes it so damn hard for Mal to show his feelings for Inara, as well as for his crew. I've also added an older vid that I did for Vividcon last year to Sheryl Crow's I Shall Believe, a Spike in season 7 tale that kinda make me go ehhhh now, but it was my first real digital vid so I'm proud of it for that. Making the transition from VCRs to digital was a little daunting to me. And as soon as I can add it, a really old vid that I recut with digital source when I first got the computer, Do What You Have to Do, will be up -- this one's about Buffy and Angel/Angelus (and I really mean the warning on the vid page -- don't be jumping on me for the song choice. I made it five freaking years ago, before there were a million vidders all doing Sarah McLachlan songs. So there.) I can't really check the vids because of that dumb dialup, so please do let me know if there are DL problems. Cannonball is a 17.5MB QuickTime file, and Believe is a 19.1MB QT file. I had this weird idea I could do .wmv versions, but for the life of me cannot find that option anymore, so QT is all she wrote.

And there are still three fairly recentish vids I've done either by myself or with [livejournal.com profile] feochadn that [livejournal.com profile] morgandawn is generously hosting at her vid site, as well (Miracles, Keen Eddie, and La Femme Nikita). Vids all around! ::clink:: I would love to hear any feedback, good or bad. As I mentioned in my post last week, there's a strange kind of currency in fandom for the folks who spend the money to share their artistic creations. To me, it seems pretty inexpensive on the part of the consumer to drop a line saying what they thought, and that's really all we have to go on to know whether our efforts/expenses are worth it, really. I'm not begging for feedback personally here, nor trying to obligate people to pet me, but just using this as a reminder that I think almost any fannish producer (whether it's vids, stories, icons, screen caps, archives, what have you) values knowing what the fannish consumers think of their work. It helps people keep going.

And I know I'm overdue for a usage post -- I promise one this weekend. I was a little depressed last week, what can I say. Subject/verb agreement sound good?

Date: 2004-04-09 09:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paratti.livejournal.com
Good, good story. I really enjoyed it.

Date: 2004-04-10 07:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gwyn-r.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it -- definitely makes you bite your nails when you're writing in an area you haven't before!

Mercy Street

Date: 2004-04-09 11:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dkfeatherstone.livejournal.com
What a lovely surprise to find a new story here today. I'm half-way through it. Had to pause and tell you how much I am enjoying it.

Date: 2004-04-09 12:08 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] molly_may
Wow. I loved this story even more than I expected to. You did a wonderful job of examining Dana's damaged psyche, and the way you write Spike is just exactly right. Andrew was also very well done, and I especially adore the idea of him using the concept of the Force to train Dana with. That's such a perfectly Andrew thing to do. Finally, the line that made me laugh out loud was this:

Still, he grabbed up a lotion with the word aromatherapy (soothing and calming apparently the best choice; rejuvenating and exciting seemed rather the wrong direction for a psychotic),

Date: 2004-04-10 07:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gwyn-r.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! I'm glad Andrew came through even though he wasn't actually in the story per se -- you always wonder if you're doing a good job of conveying someone who's off-screen, so that's very cool.

Date: 2004-04-09 04:25 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] monanotlisa.livejournal.com
Glad to have you back-- too late here, and I'm just back from watching an award-winning film (Berlinale, "Gegen die Wand") in this old-fashioned cinema south of the City with my sis, but I can't wait to read Mercy Street tomorrow. & :-)

As for your vids, I'd love to see them. If they are anything like your writing, they have to be lovely and stunning. Still got my email addy, right??

Small Mercies

Date: 2004-04-10 07:37 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Lovely story. With Spike's resume, there's no one better qualified to take care of a crazy slayer. And there just aren't enough AtS5 fics out there.

Towards the beginning of the story I noticed what I think is a typo. You wrote 'disremembering' instead of 'dismembering'. I've always thought 'disremember' was a very good word, though.

Brenda

Re: Small Mercies

Date: 2004-04-10 07:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gwyn-r.livejournal.com
You have a very good eye. It's actually deliberate -- I was channeling Harmony in the Harm's Way ep, where she made all those wonderful malapropisms, and thought it might be funny if she called dismembering something that made more sense in her strange mind. But I'm not even sure if anyone else caught it! They might have mentally corrected it as a typo, now that I think about it. ;-)

I like the idea of Spike having a resume -- what a great concept. It would read very, very strangely, especially if it were chronological!

Date: 2004-04-10 09:14 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] elz.livejournal.com
I really enjoyed the vid. Mmm, Firefly. :)

it's a little look at what makes it so damn hard for Mal to show his feelings for Inara, as well as for his crew.

Hard to show them, but they're still there, which is one of the things I love about Mal. He's lost so much, but there's still a sense of hope and humanity that he never relinquishes, even if he's wary of expressing it.

And the story is wonderful. I love the way you wrote Dana (well, and all the characters) - her voice, Spike's responses to her, and the sense of fragile hope in her recovery. The whole thing is beautiful, and the ending was just perfect.

Date: 2004-04-19 06:09 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] astridv.livejournal.com
Hey. Someone of BBF pointed out that the ending of 'Mercy Street' is cut off. I went back to check and couldn't get it either, though it had loaded properly the first time I went there.

I enjoyed Mercy Street trememdously. Amazing how you got into Dana's mind, all the layers of insanity and vulnerability. I didn't think a relationship with Spike would work so well, or at all - but it did, without ever drifting into cliché.


Date: 2004-04-20 10:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gwyn-r.livejournal.com
Yeah -- that was my stupidity. I found a big error and reuploaded the file and then it cut off the ending. I usually check because I know that happens a lot, but... big dork this time!

Thank you for the comments about the story! I almost worry that I found it very easy to write Dana's disconnected thoughts and visions -- it was easy to feel that. And I'm not sure what that says about me! ;-)

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