The gift

How do you write a review of a death, of a loss? I feel like that’s what I’m trying to do, and I don’t know how. I feel such a sense of loss now that it’s all over, and I’m not sure how I can even begin to put it in order. So much happened to make me happy, and so much to break my heart (not in a good way; I often love having my heart broken by shows, but not this time) that I don’t know of a way to objectively look at this as entertainment. It doesn’t help that I can’t stop crying. Maybe there are words, probably in German, that can describe this mix of anguished joy and miserable happiness. I wish I knew them.

( Not even a vain attempt at a review of Chosen )