that vid meme

I probably shouldn't do this, since I'm in that awful "woe is me" headspace I get in when I realize that the words people always attach to me and my vids are these matronly, boring, or treacly things. Reading con reports is a v. bad thing, sometimes -- the picture people have of you and your work is not one you want to have and then you're all like "i never want to vid again why am I bothering I suck and no one ever just says hey you did a good job or you're a good vidder and like the Big Big Truck meta vid pretty soon your characters will be breaking the fourth wall and telling you you suck stop now" space. Yeah.

So right now I never want to vid again but if I did I would be doing these things that are in my head and will probably suck or be nicely safe and boring and as one person keeps telling me completely unmemorable (she does, she tells me every year she remembers nothing of my vids but she's sure she likes them) and matronly like support hose. I am the support hose of vidders.

( that vids I have planned meme )

(Jo, are you getting this? We have vids to do! Or, maybe, if I can quit feeling like support hose)