No reason to stay, we'll be light years away

[gwyn]

God, what a week I'm having already. I got so fucking sick on Sunday, and I don't know if it was the new med I'm trying or food-borne illness or what. I didn't react the normal way I do from food poisoning, so it seems weird, but I was trembling and sweating like crazy, and decided that I wanted to lie down on the cold tile floor because I thought I might pass out. As I leaned over I passed out, taking a header into the wall. Since I was wearing a large clip to hold my wet hair, the clip shattered and drove some pieces into my scalp, which hurt so bad that it arrested my passing out, so…yay? But I realized later that I really bruised my hand. So I was sick all fucking day, I mean, it just kept coming even though I hadn't eaten anything. Didn't get hardly any work done; for a while all I could do was lie in my reclining chair and cuddle Mr. B to me and read Tumblr.

Speaking of Tumblr, I wrote a little meta thingie about Steve's choice of his old uniform and why I think that he also did it for Bucky here if you're inclined to read such things. I'm sad because I didn't get any time to work on my Steve/Sam double date story from being sick, but I guess somehow I always find time to think about Steve and Bucky. ::is pathetic::

I have had this question on my mind for a while and keep forgetting to ask it. One of my Happy Endings vids is being blocked on YouTube. I'm pretty sure it's the music company, apparently they haven't read the memo about making more money off fan works than official videos. I can't for the life of me remember what language to use to protest the blocking. Does anyone have anything they can share with me so I can respond to the claim? The thing is, there are pretty much no fan vids for Happy Endings, so I'd actually like people to be able to see it with, you know, the music. I'm really frustrated because this is different than previous blocks I've had, and it being such a vanishingly small fandom with no real vids to speak of, I don't want to just let it languish. I know how I feel when I want to find vids for something, and there's nothing out there.

Comments

[nagasvoice]

I think it's a flu bug of some kind, because if it's food-borne it's seriously spread all over. Bad gut issues with it. We had it about 6-8 days ago, not quite that bad but def. very shakyland and not safe for climbing on transit etc. It also took a long time to settle down.

[sperrywink]

Wow, that sounds scary and ouch-y! I hope you are feeling better ow.

[belmanoir.livejournal.com]

ugh, that sounds AWFUL! are you feeling any better?

i totally agree that he went and got that uniform because it's the one bucky would recognize. bucky and steve's relationship in the movie is mostly NOT a brothers in arms one since they've known each other since they were kids and most of their friendship happened outside the context of captain america, BUT steve looks so different than he did during most of the time bucky knew him that i think in steve's mind, bucky needs that extra visual clue to jar his recognition.

[killabeez.livejournal.com]

Oh, my gosh, honey—that's awful! I'm so sorry. Are you okay? Can I bring you anything? Are you feeling better, or do you think you need to go to the doctor?

[fishsanwitt]

You poor thing. I hope you're feeling better.

[reginaspina.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry you were so unwell! I hope you're feeling much better (I assume since you are at least able to post!) and that you'll make sure it's not the meds!!