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In the breakdown
Oct. 18th, 2005 09:39 amThe young actor who played William in Deadwood, a character I adored, showed up in Numb3rs last week, allowing my new favorite clam (clam essay coming soon, I promise), Don, to engage in sensitive paternal bonding. That actor seems to bring out the sweet side of my wound-up-tight guys, because Seth was just as adorable with William as Don was to the kid.
Which just makes me want more of Don getting emotional. I'm scared CBS is screwing with the formula on the show to emphasize the FBI cases, but I want more Don losing his rag with Charlie stuff (like last year), or getting all worked up about a kid, or what have you. I love Don when you can see him visibly soften from his normal tightly buttoned-up state, like when he questions the people who've lost someone or been hurt. Also, they still need more running around with guns, and bring back the thigh holsters with the tie-downs. I need this.
Everything feels crappier every day. I feel worse all the time, and the closer it gets to our birthday, to the holidays, the worse I feel. I enjoy seeing my beloveds suffering or having the big emotional breakdowns I don't get to have. I like seeing the cracks in their relationships because I know that things will get patched up, being TV and movieland, even though that doesn't often happen in real life. Plus it's even better when the people having the breakdowns are hot guys who normally don't get to be that emotional.
Which just makes me want more of Don getting emotional. I'm scared CBS is screwing with the formula on the show to emphasize the FBI cases, but I want more Don losing his rag with Charlie stuff (like last year), or getting all worked up about a kid, or what have you. I love Don when you can see him visibly soften from his normal tightly buttoned-up state, like when he questions the people who've lost someone or been hurt. Also, they still need more running around with guns, and bring back the thigh holsters with the tie-downs. I need this.
Everything feels crappier every day. I feel worse all the time, and the closer it gets to our birthday, to the holidays, the worse I feel. I enjoy seeing my beloveds suffering or having the big emotional breakdowns I don't get to have. I like seeing the cracks in their relationships because I know that things will get patched up, being TV and movieland, even though that doesn't often happen in real life. Plus it's even better when the people having the breakdowns are hot guys who normally don't get to be that emotional.
