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gwynBlues is missing. He's been missing since he jetted out yesterday as I was leaving the house; I couldn't get him back in but I didn't want to leave him out when I knew I'd be gone for over four hours. When I came home later at night, he wasn't there, and never came in on multiple attempts to get him home last night. I've been looking for him all day, calling the microchip hotline, the animal shelter, putting up flyers. I have this terrible fear he's stuck in someone's garage or shed because he just loves to poke his nose in things, but I can't hear any meowing when I stick my ear up to someone's door and call. But it's been a noisy day and the crows ceaselessly screeching makes it hard to hear. I keep thinking I hear him, but of course, then there's nothing. I am a wreck.
I don't know what to do. If he was injured and hid somewhere, I can't seem to find him. And he's such a doof that I don't know what could have happened to him. He spends all his time inside with me and just has to run out and disappear when I leave. God. Poor baby, I have no way to help him. I love him more than words can say and his little life has been so full of crap. He's one next week. And I may never get to celebrate that. I feel like I want to die.
I don't know what to do. If he was injured and hid somewhere, I can't seem to find him. And he's such a doof that I don't know what could have happened to him. He spends all his time inside with me and just has to run out and disappear when I leave. God. Poor baby, I have no way to help him. I love him more than words can say and his little life has been so full of crap. He's one next week. And I may never get to celebrate that. I feel like I want to die.
