Save my life and I'll save yours

[gwyn]

Haven't been able to do the positivity meme day 4 because I just don't have anything positive. I am basically consumed with feeling worthless and pointless and wondering why I spend so much time creating fan works. And then on top of that, I'm working on this awful misogynistic thriller book, of course written by a man, where we're supposed to feel sorry for the serial killer because of the abuse he suffered that created his pathology. That kind of thing really doesn't help your depression.

1. I am going to a hockey game tonight with raveninthewind so that's at least one thing.

2. Got all my hotels lined up for DC and NYC.

3. It looks like I'll be able to meet up with dorinda and kerithwyn while I'm in DC, so yay.

Comments

[sperrywink]

I hope you feel better sometime soon. It sucks to be so consumed with bad thoughts. Guilt is my main one, ugh.

I love your fanworks! I have moved out of my reading phase, but you know I love your vids! I hope your feelings allow you to still create as time goes on. {{{hugs}}}

Give Raven my best and enjoy the hockey game!

I hope your trip East goes smashingly! Sorry I can't get together- my life is too uncertain at the moment.